Tuesday, October 25, 2005
i enjoy working myself hard. even after a long tiring day of WR, i'm still up at this hour. hahaha.
i'm actually quite disappointed with a close friend of mine. shan't name anyone but i feel so ignored by that person. should i continue to try and try so hard to stay in contact? should i ? even when the other party might not even give a damn about me? that person probably found some closer friends and had moved on. that shouldn't be the way though.. the friendship bond between us was so real. but now it has become worthless. why.. i dun wan it like that.
more surprisingly, it's that person's character that had changed quite a lot. i wanna know what happened. how did things turn out like that just over a few months. it's so drastic. scary.. perhaps that person had changed so much it's no longer the same old person. zz.. i dunno how i'm gonna sustain the friendship but i hopes it doesn't die out.
i rushed out the WR with my group members today. so proud of all of us! =) Thank God!!! haha. we managed to hand in on time. yea! and i thought gracelyn how to maple. now i'm a lv 46 bandit. 30.04%. haha. =p~
okay laa. time to start on some chinese. crap. hate studyin for it. haha. anyways i have a weak foundation in chinese. now listening to some JJ music. in hopes of reviving my chinese linguistic ability. =x dunno what i'm talkin abt but crap i gotta run.
it's 4.20am now!!! 6 days to chinese A's. hahha. =D
and i hope my brother does well for his upcoming O levels. (: go go go go..
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 4:09 AM
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